my first axes femme dress was brought and will be shipped today. 3rd july 2024

it's been so long.... 16 September 2024. I honestly thought id be dead by 14 much less 13 so being 16 is kind of crazy. I'm getting my braces removed! sixth form is. hard and I dislike being alone, but it's less stressful then regular school. everyone's in their own worlds.!

it's winter break... God I need to make this look cute. I don't think the lack of quality can be hand waved away with "gap moeeee" anymore... hrghh. I feel really alone today, but i read my new copy of yuri kuma arashi 2 cheer me up.

i made an amv! a while ago it's 20th of December when I'm writing this. https://youtu.be/etOuEOsSF7o?si=LdN6Pnc0FLgWD9H4 . Im also working on a Yuri zone, that'll be fun. also also, I feel somewhat regretful of deleting most of my online presence up to the like, 4 months before I turned 15. I wish to look back and lament... but also do I reallllly. There r like two accounts one that's private that are still up from when I was 13 n that's it really.

31 may 2025 im really tired and it's nearly the eend of spring break. Alit of the ttime i just wish i we're dead oh whatever ending it here nobody even fucking reads thisnblog i plan of hhaving it until i die thats a lie i don't even think the ssite will exist for tthat lo onyg btw im not trying a typing qquirk though i already know that as in i tuijo thEyre tstupid im typing on mmy phone

22 september 2025 uneventful summer break i have one class today. I eill always be online Humanoid a Computer Angel Heart and thafs fine. i went to two conventions though. They were fun, but the people i were around were younger than me by like 2-4 years and it made me feel insecure haha. nothing i really liked there either except for some toyuys.. they had some tails as well...cute.i. getting more and more weary of my growing age and growing loneliness so i think i will first off archive this to look back on in the future and also start updating alot more often. i fancy myself a princess in a tower, dont i...